9th June 2015
Hi, very good evening. Haven't write blog in quite awhile I guess? Starting to get busy with life again since I started my study. Yeap, school all over again except no uniforms heh. It's been almost 1 month since I enrolled college, and pretty much still fine, classmates are nice, mentor is nice aswell. Nothing really makes me hate college YET, except for the unexpected cancelled class, geez. No dresscode and all, wear what the heck you wanna wear. It's way way different than school it's culture-shocking me a little haha. Orientation was great too, and right now I am waiting for my oath taking ceremony and also is participating in cup song club which I will be playing the cup on the stage on oath taking day. Oath taking is expected to be on September but I don't know la. About UPU, I do apply it cause mum said, apply je nak tengok dia bagi course apa based on my results, ended up I dapat, masscom uitm in Melaka kot tak silap which is not my thing too haha so yeah that was what UPU gave me and what my results deserve. Plus I'm not an asrama kid since I was little, I never wanted to be far from home, I lagi selesa in my own room and by my own. So dad decided to send me to the nearest college which makes me ulang alik. I know sucks people might say, boring gila college dekat dengan rumah, Tak extreme at all. mengada gila and blahblah, but well your opinion does not matter. I am happy with my life.
I was talking to dad recently, I said ayah how about if I graduate diploma and degree sambung oversea? What do you think? So far, dad said pergi je, I support you, But mum will have to think twice to lepaskan me to another places. But honestly, I been thinking to achieve that goals of mine, to pursue Degree in oversea. To know that dad is supporting me makes me eager to belajar betul betul until I graduate. Since fashion major in Malaysia tak banyak pun, So I was thinking to fly and get good results eventhough, Fashion design is not a simple course as what some people think. Oh it's just an art major, I learned Biology way harder than your ass. Lol? sad to think that some people think that way. In fashion we have accountancy as well which consist mathematics. Our practical will be, sewing. Yes, examination duduk atas tempat menjahit and jahit baju. If you can't draw, or hate drawing or not interested definitely tak boleh go on with the course. My drawing isn't good, but practice, yes I spend time by just practicing my drawing, colouring and stuffs. It's tough super tough. Thinking about it makes my head explode. And fashion have lots and lots of assignment, event, and project. I feel like crying though cause I never learn to sew, I mean I can't sew. I was never thinking to pursue Fashion design at first but I do love playing dressing up since I was little, especially to a barbie or polly pocket or a dressing up game on internet lol. Back then I used to wanted to be a doctor, I mean a vaterinar. Yes Doctor haiwan. But starting high school I realize my science is terrible than I expected lol it's not that terrible but I never show any interest in science at all, it's bored to me. Despite all of that, I still can't believe I achieved B+ for science in SPM results. Eventhough I still had chance to be a vaterinar but I put it away, cause I know separuh jalan, I will tak minat anymore haha cause SCIENCE. So my second choice is fashion, I know people will say, senang ke nak dapat kerja? and stuffs but lol everyday you wear is a fashion :)