10th June 2015
Hello, apparently im writing this using my phone right and I constantly find it way harder than using keyboard lol. Like usual, just bored so I decided to write a blog before I actually sleep. It's 11pm, I know it's early for a normal teenager but I have driving test tomorrow morning so yeah, gotta wake my ass up. Supposely, I have some research to do, but you know "lazy" take over me. I've been told to watch 3 movies. Thats actually hard cause I don't watch movies that often only if I find it interesting so I might will just fall asleep, do something else or not watch the movie at all lol, reason why sir gave us this research cause we will have another presentation soon which is not my favorite thing. I did the pre-presentation that day in class and I will have to say I was awkward as heck. I don't know what I was talking about and sir said that we will have a lot of presentation coming up, infront of the seniors and lecturers. I'm a shy person and I don't know if I can actually face it but if it's a group presentation it should be a little fine though.
By the way, it's gloomy night for me too. I think I've had enough for being stupid for people. They will never appreciate anyway or at least take care of my heart. I used to give chances, a lot but you never make good out of it, how many chances do you expect more? I do have feelings and sometimes I need your attention more than you do. I feel abandoned everytime, Im not important at all, I don't feel it, I don't even see it. Makin lama, makin sakit. I just don't know what to do anymore and I don't know who should I talk to except writing to this. I really had enough, this time.