1st December 2014
Asalammukalaikum dan salam satu haribulan haha. Thinking of updating my blog a little bit before I actually head to bed. Just finished studying for ERT though and yes I took ERT subject which is tomorrow and also it will be my last paper. Yay or nay?. Plus I am clearing out the textbook to be send by tomorrow too. Not sure to feel sad or happy. Well I must say it's in between feelings ok. Been with the ERT class for 2 years and quite fun although I don't really fit in lol. But thanks to some of the group in the class that helped me in my studies. cc;- Hanisah and the gang, syazleena and hidoyah no, her name is hidayah but I called her hidoyah. Weirdo. I don't want to be so confident about myself that tomorrow's going to be the last paper in my life cause you know, the results are still the penentu wether it's going to be my last paper or REPEAT the paper. Nauzubillah jauhkan la. Hopefully lulus la semua subjects that I took and my keputusan SPM. Amin amin amin.
Today, I went to saloon and trimming my hair since It's already too long and it is somehow merimaskan haha so I trimmed about 2 inch of my hair. Sedih gila because I love keeping long hair but for the sake of keeping my hair out of the split end, I go on with the flow je la. That's it all I guess. And I also already packed my things although belum lagi complete since I'll be flying on 4th December. I am excited but not lol I'm sad. Relationship is always hard makin besar makin susah and I guess I feel like moving on I mean I don't know I been hurt so so bad and I just couldn't take it anymore cam lantak ah I am somehow happy with my life and yeah. And oh! btw, can't believe that I actually will be skipping the PLKN lol it's not what I've been expecting I really thought that I will be going there but I was so mad and depress because macam awal gila and I'm not ready plus I memang taknak pergi I am so thankful that I don't have to go this awal gila. Alhamdulillah. My mum sent the surat penangguhan like a week ago, but then they didn't give any respond. Not sure if they are going to respond or not. But whatever I hope they eliminate me from the camp or something lol. Goodnight.