Hello
So, Happy new year to all in advance may all have new resolutions and aspirations and of course be a better person. Still can't believe its almost 2014 and yup this is my last post for 2013. Goodbye 2013 thank you for the sweet and bitter memories.
First off, I'm actually not really in mood. Kadang kadang some people bila dia buat salah dia tak boleh nak accept the fact. Somehow I don't know how to deal with a human like this beside than just keep quite and biar dia sedar sendiri. I'm sad obviously I mean I tried to ambil berat about you everytime. Tinggal bagitahu je pergi mana kat mana with whom and stuffs. You give time on me text or call or anything tell me sekejap pun tak boleh ke? I'm here waiting. I feel unimportant. I know who I am but tah la you know sendiri la and think sendiri. If still wanted to put all the blame on me then go on. I forgave you like so many times now, but still you ain't want to appreciate sikit then sampai bila nak biar orang pijak je kepala aku?
Anyway, I just finished cleaning my room and everything has completos and tbh my room has never been this clean. Threw all unused stuffs and clothes. Decided to clear it all out today since I have that energy to actually stand up and start moving. Clearly, I've been cleaning and organizing since 3 days ago but I had to stop cause I was tired and sleepy and ended up sleep. Typical self. So nothing much to say cause I didnt really going out this week instead, doing chores. Just wanted to show this secret idk what it called a cabinet? in my room where no one's ever open or touch it or even my mum or maid or anyone who has entered my room.. So here it is... *whisper*
Anyway, I just finished cleaning my room and everything has completos and tbh my room has never been this clean. Threw all unused stuffs and clothes. Decided to clear it all out today since I have that energy to actually stand up and start moving. Clearly, I've been cleaning and organizing since 3 days ago but I had to stop cause I was tired and sleepy and ended up sleep. Typical self. So nothing much to say cause I didnt really going out this week instead, doing chores. Just wanted to show this secret idk what it called a cabinet? in my room where no one's ever open or touch it or even my mum or maid or anyone who has entered my room.. So here it is... *whisper*
Tadaaa! yeah so lame I know lol I wish I could put those in a bigger cabinet but nope all cabinet's are full with books, school books and my random things. I was having an intention to show him this but since we were not talking to each other I guess I'll just keep quite. And mind that shining ass kind of thing on side it was actually a light up candle. So yeah basically these are some of things that is given to me from him. Some are from 2011 where we were just started to know each other and tried to become closer. There's alot but its impossible to plug in all in this small little cabinet. Like seriously, everytime I opened it and I will ended up crying I know sounds so emotional but really it will makes me cry. So I don't really open it often except when I kinda missing of something or anything sorta like that ahah. But this has been a sweet memories as long as I can remember..
Ok then time to hit the sack. Anyway probably will not be going to school this tuesday because of some reasons and you know, extra holidays is the best thing ever in the world. Just saying. Goodnight and toodles. ♡