7th December 2013

Hello. Good evening earthlings.

I have no idea why I kept posting and suddenly feel like to do it. I started to feel lonely and I need to recover it. First off, believe it or not I just done revising some chapters of form 4 subjects. Some people who knows me probably think that it sounds a little bit absurd I never ever have those rajin spirit to actually look the book or even touch it. Psh. But hey I just did. I just wanted school to start as soon as possible cause of some reason. I wanted it to end faster and  get over school. And step out of that place. And begin a new life. What a refresh. I mean come on another a year to go. And of course I can't wait until next year which makes me 17. Oh boy time flies so fast. I still remember I used to hug my dad's tummy whenever he came home from work. Speak about dad, my brother and I will be so called home alone next week I guess. Because my parents will be gone for a honeymoon and yes I am jealous I mean they go for a vacation twice that's not fair. Sigh. But hey I'm happy for them. And yes they will be going somewhere beautiful and relaxing wish I will be going too but no that is only just a dream. Somewhere called maldives. How romantic is that? a place full of sea and resort in the middle of the sea. Oh man. Know what I have plan that once I get married and I will bring my husband to somewhere beautiful not telling where but it will happen. My prince where are you and please show up because I wanna be with you. Ok story's close.

Basically, I have nothing productive things to do after the vacation ended. So lifeless I know. I really wanted to hangout and watch some movies but nobody is with me so I guess no hangout until school start or might 'no' forever. I don't know I need something to actually filled up my life right now. Probably a swimming class? what the heck. No or any other class that would be. I'm not into twitter lately so I don't know what I'm doing with life I'm just lost and depressed everyday after those incident and I may look not but I actually am. Thanks to the person who lefted me behind you know who you are. I don't hold grudges or anything but I hope you know that I am really sad. You won't care I know but I never thought that you would do that. Sometimes orang yang kita tak pernah fikir pun akan tinggalkan kita, dia la yang akan tinggalkan kita. That's what makes me sad even more. As hard as I try to accept the fact, I keep telling myself that its not true.