23rd December 2013
Hello.
Basically I still feel the tiredness from yesterday though I have slept over 10 hours. Today was productive and filled at least I'm not like so called terperap dalam rumah je. The point is to accompany my mum but instead bought my school stuffs. Overall I bought pencil case, bag, water bottle and stationery perhaps shoes and uniforms and stuffs will be haunted tomorrow lol it's gonna be my senior year I still can't believe that and SPM, obviously I'm gonna give the best for my parents and prove them although I've tried but I haven't achieve. I'm not that kind of genius brain type of kid but yeah it's all depends on me either I wanna be in ferarri or ride a bicycle. If you know what I meant. I always think like that. I just need to erase this laziness when-it-comes-to-study in me. And then we straight to the damansara and then stop by at the curve for lunch. And then going home. At 515pm just now dad asked us to go out for a jogging. We haven't out for a jog quite while now. We used to though but since they both kept busy-ing them self so no jogging anymore. It's like a miracle when dad said like that. We went jogging together it was exhausting but yeah I always wanted to live a healthy life but going jogging alone is so not my choice. Eventhough I do did some of exercise at home but still it feels boring doing it alone everyday. After jogging, we came home and here I am now updating my blog aha so all I can say is today was quite hectic. Especially next week or this early next year I'll be signing up for a tuition mum took 4 subjects which I think is fine compared to my PMR tuition last year 8 subjects straight BAM! no rest for me the whole week. Insane. But my results? yes dissapoint them alot although they were both like 'nah its okay its not that bad you can do better next time' still, I feel guilty but not this time anymore. I won't make promises but I will strive for it. It's never impossible. Right?
Yesterday I went to setia alam and went to setia city mall considered a hangout la. It wasn't planned at all at first. I were arguing the night before and I decided to go and meet. Who were I arguing with? I dont wanna mention his name here so I will call him Beau. Beau and I were arguing and all the blame was put on my side but it's fine I'll take it. So I went to see beau. We haven't see each other for like two months now and we only able to meet up once. It was a hard time for me that past two months and I had to face it again now. You know when you feel far from someone who gave you too much sweet memories. I don't know if beau feel the same or its just only me or he doesn't care at all. So I met beau at the cinema yup it was awkward but you know I just go on with the flows. The fact that we didn't watch movies like we used to, saddens me a little bit. Feels like everything isn't the same anymore. But I was happy and that's fine I guess. Went to the bowling centre and accompany beau played bowling. I'm not a bowling person so I decided to not join him so I just watch him rock the ball out. I mean bowling ball. Don't get me wrong. Oh yeah, before I forgotten, before went for a bowling, we actually entered some shops and I will eventually laugh when it comes to DAISO. We went in and I was in the 'shower thingy' section. So I grabbed this kind of weird thing I have no idea what it called but I know what its for. So I asked beau 'you nak tahu tak ni untuk apa?' since he already knew it he tried hard to stay away from answering it and kept saying 'tahu. dah la you ada orang tu' and I laughed while said 'untuk celah kangkang' hahahahahaha Beau's reaction is priceless I tell you. He knew it because I questioned him the same question when we were in DAISO sunway pyramid that day. And I swear it was hillarious I mean his reaction. I couldn't stop laughing thinking about it everytime. And after bowling, beau took me outside with a car and it was chill and Beau actually clipped my toe nails cause he hates those kuku panjang and I know it's so weird. And then, had our late lunch at subway and he has to go home. Which makes me.. I dont know I was having a fun time and I wish it was a bit longer. But I think it's fine although the day isn't what I expected. Still, I'm happy...
Tata for now ♥