Good evening. And I am here making my blog alive again. I thought that I have forgotten my email to this blog. I would cry a river.
I miss having a full time to myself where I am able to write blog without feeling any distressed. Well, welcome to adult life. I worked full time now as I graduated from university last year. Honestly, it is not easy at all. One time, I feel like giving up. I wish that I don't have to face this so called "life-after-university" time.
I have been working for almost 7 months now and I would say that I am tied with pile of works and something that is not my passion and liking. For the sake of living, I did it. My major and my job has nothing to relate at all. I guess I will be stuck here for years and the worst part, being a loner as usual. How I wish making real friends are as easy.
Mum is recovering, from a disease which has no cure, cancer. A breast cancer to be specific. Mum had cancer since 2004 and went chemoteherapy for one session years back. Unfortunately it came back early this year. Only Allah knows how my heart drops when I first received that news. It's hard to accept that she had to undergo that killer therapy again, for six sessions.
Alhamdulillah, she managed to fight that evil treatments except that she is still under observation for fully recovery. I can't even imagine my life without both of my parents. All I can pray for is for them to have a good health, period.
Tuesday, 18th June 2019.