Hello.
It's monday and I'm not going to school. Still tired and fucked up of everything. I don't think I would ever be on twitter again or any other social networks anymore or even my phone. I'm basically done with everything. Peoples surround and stuffs. Every persons that came to my life will hurt me no matter what though. No doubt.
Start off from saturday, I'm a bit exhausted. As stated, I have school on saturday or so called
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After school, my parents actually forced me to go to an open houses and dad.. literally made me cry that day. I prefer to not mention WHY on here but it hurts and I couldn't take it anymore until I actually broke to tears infront of my mum which I usually hid somewhere to cry. Went to few houses and going to the KL on night because mum has a meet up with someone and get back home at midnight. Tiring and broken. So much.
On sunday, I slept at 5 am and woke up at 830 am because he and his another two friends are coming over (beraya) so I got to help mum cook. Nothing much just spaghetti something like that. They came at 1115 am as I remembered. And then the introductory session between them and my parents started. A bit awkward it was their first time coming over to my house and actually chatting with my parents. geez. So then, mum actually let me follow them beraya to another houses and it was fine. I guess well not really fine. Something just broke my heart obviously, because of him. But to not ruin the fine day I chose to shut my mouth and being sad in mind. And again, it was AWKWARD AS HELL. Gotta admit I actually a bit scared of his this one friend and he's the one who drove that day and I didn't speak a word as I'm in the car. If you know me, I'm shy in person yup. Well I think this is the beginning everything will be fine sooner or later. *awkward face*
Ignore that random plushies haha it's cute and I want it sigh. Also there's more pictures but na'ah lazy to upload. Back to the story, we went to setia city mall first before the open house actually open lol. Decided to watch a movie but non of the movie catches their eyes so they changed plan. Then went to two houses and then something bad happened where those two guy ok la their name is afiq and hafiz. Them both actually planned to go to another two houses but they forgotten and they already planned to go to sunway pyramid? I mean like it's funny looking at them confuse to behave fairly wether movies or open houses. Then they chose to seperate where they go to the open house and me and him go to the movie but dekat bukit raja je la sebab masa cam sikit. That time was around 4pm. But they did watch the movie aswell so we met at the bukit raja at 710 pm. While waiting for them, I watched another movie called planes? it was bored and wasting my money. So, met them, and then we watch the conjuring I was a bit mad about something that time and it turns out to a bad mood but yeah. We watch the conjuring and afiq was scared I mean oh my god I thought he's like brutal or something but nope I was wrong lol. And at 915pm something like that, they sent me home. Mum already stood on the doorstep waiting but she didn't mad. I love her to death. But anyway, the day was superb although some things just hurt me so much. Glad to get to know them.